Rodriguez: An Improbable and Inspiring Story

In March, during the Republican primary season and in the run up to the selection of Mitt Romney as the Republican candidate, I returned to Saigon and felt such relief to get out of the American news cycle where every media outlet was consumed with stories about the Republican debates and delegate counts. I returned in May, just in time to see the candidates from both parties redirect their messages to the November election. Right now, I wish I could opt out again and clear my head of the hype and contentiousness that will overload the news cycles until November 6th.

On Sunday night (October 7, 2012) I was transported to another realm – one where the good guy wins and justice is served up in a magical, mythical way. The CBS 60 Minutes segment, narrated by Bob Simon, told the story of a remarkable musician and an equally remarkable man named Sixto Rodriguez known musically only by his surname – Rodriquez. http://www.cbsnews.com/video/watch/?id=7424704n&tag=contentAux;mostShared

His story is as improbable and inspiring as the award winning documentary about him. Searching for Sugarman. is the film that opened the Sundance Film Festival this year and was awarded its prestigious Special Jury Prize. Sony picked it up and it is in nationwide release now. I saw it on Tuesday night and was overwhelmed and mesmerized by the mythic story of this incredible man.

Briefly, he is the son of Mexican immigrants and grew up in Detroit. He wrote songs and played Detroit clubs with names like The Sewer and The Brewery in the early ’70s. He signed a recording contract with a local record company, recorded two albums, Cold Fact and Coming From Reality that got good reviews but never made the charts. In the mid-70s he gave up his dream of a musical career and resumed his life as a day laborer, doing demolition and hard labor clean up work. He’s lived in the same house in a poor Detroit neighborhood for 40 years, raised 3 daughters there, educated them while getting himself a degree in philosophy. It’s alternately a nightmare and a fairy tale, the story an overlooked talent who gave up on his dream. But, Rodriguez’s story is different and has a very different outcome.

Jump cut to 1998 when a young Swedish filmmaker, visiting South Africa in search of a documentary subject, meets a record store owner in Cape Town who tells him the legend of Rodriguez. Legend had it that the elusive Rodriguez doused himself in gasoline on stage during a performance and self-immolated – a true martyr’s death – and the legend of his spectacular death perpetuated the myth about him. That was until the filmmaker and the record store owner decided to track down the truth.

I know it is hard to believe but Rodriguez is more famous in South Africa than either Elvis or the Beatles. Even though his song I Wonder was the anthem of the anti-apartheid movement Rodriguez never knew it, and even though half a million of his records were sold there he never received a penny in royalties. For two years, in the 1990’s the Swedish filmmaker and the record store owner followed the trail of clues that eventually led them to Rodriguez in Detroit. It’s a fairy tale come true. The film was made and is getting Oscar buzz and Rodriguez is touring again. He has made three trips to South Africa and played to sold out stadiums, and I missed him in Seattle the night after I saw the film, because the show was sold out. He’s making some money now, but he has shared it with his family and given the rest of it away to worthy causes. You’ve got to love this guy. He exemplifies the best in American values. The politicians could learn something from him – modesty, humility, talent, hard work, family values – all the things they chatter about. He has them all.

Pan Am 1982

JB Pan Am Days

This photograph was taken in Miami in 1982. I was a co-pilot for Pan Am at the time and somebody had managed to sell Pan Am on the idea of publishing a book about the airline’s heritage that included a rogue’s gallery of all the pilots. Most of us bought the finished product, which is all many of us have to show for our time and for the legacy of Pan Am. In those days I didn’t own a camera so this is the only picture I have of myself in a Pan Am uniform. I’m grateful to the guy who came up with the book idea if only for the picture.

Earlier this year I finished my Saigon Diary blog (http://jackbernardstravels.blogspot.com) and started brainstorming about its successor. In the process I’ve come to see my life in stages – chunked out in segments of school(s), military time, career choices, jobs held, jobs lost, health problems, places lived, friendships, marriages, family – and those chunks have given me my current perspective on politics, art, literature, adventure, health and everything else. It makes sense to use the new blog to connect my history to what is going on in my life and the world now.

I was hired by Pan Am in January of 1967. The previous 9 months, working as a lawyer in LA, had been a miserable experience, and I saw working for an airline as a way to get out and gain some breathing room. Little did I imagine that this escape from lawyering would last 20 years. I did my initial Pan Am training as a navigator and 707 co-pilot in New York but transferred to San Francisco as soon as I could. Except for two years of medical leave I was based there until the fall of 1972 when I was involuntarily transferred back to New York. The SF years coincided with the ramp up and most intense period of the Vietnam War so I flew a lot of R&R flights to and from Saigon, Danang, Chu Lai, and Cam Ranh Bay during those years. The ’60s and ’70s were also the glory days at PAA with real First Class service as well as long crew layovers in Tahiti, Hawaii, Sydney, Beirut, Bangkok, Hong Kong, Tokyo, London and other great locations. It was a dream job, the best of the best in commercial aviation. Over the Pan Am years I was based in NY, SF, Berlin, and Miami, but the longest period was the 10 years I spent in Berlin.

The Pan Am years were the most formative ones in my life in many ways. I was divorced with a child when they began. I married Abby in 1968. My first wife, Carolyn, was killed in a car accident in 1971 and our son, Brent, came to live with me and Abby. Douglas and Diana were born in 1972 and 1975. We bought our first house, in Mill Valley, in 1971 and two years later we moved to Idaho when I was transferred back to NY. In 1975 I was lucky enough to get a Berlin assignment and we packed up the family and crossed the ocean to start a whole new life experience as expats. The family moved back to Idaho in 1983 but I continued to work in Berlin until 1986 when a second episode of myasthenia gravis ended my flying days.

While the Pan Am experience was wonderful in many ways but troublesome in others. I could never have voluntarily left a job that was so easy, fun, and paid so well, but it was also an unhealthy life – hard on the body, hard on the marriage, hard on the kids, and anything but normal by conventional standards. It ended for me in 1986. Pan Am went out of business in 1991 but by then I was on a different path. The myasthenia gravis put me on medical leave, but a year later when I was healthy enough to work Abby and I started our small Italian country-style restaurant in Ketchum, Idaho. I feel lucky. For some reason I have been able to look forward rather than backward when I’ve had to change tracks. Whether it was illness, divorce, a lost job or an unforeseen event I have been able to let go of the past. When I look back on Pan Am I have the feeling that it happened to an entirely different person. Did I really spend 20 years as a commercial pilot? I feel the same about the 7 years I flew Marine fighters and the 7 years I owned and operated the restaurant. They were all great times, but it feels as if they were lived by someone other than myself. I’m not sure I’ve always been able to live in the moment, but I don’t yearn for another better time that is in my past.

Today I’m married to a woman I’ve known since I was 10 years old and we live just a few miles from where we grew up. I love my life now but I’m also glad for all the other lives I’ve lived. No regrets.

What Is This Blog All About?

In July of 2009 I retired from the Alliance for Education, a Seattle non-profit supporting public education, and in August I accepted an offer to become the Development Director for East Meets West Foundation in Saigon. For 30 years I told people I wanted to write and for 30 years I used work as an excuse not to write – so in August of 2009 I started blogging about the experience of living and working in Saigon. The blog became my discipline and for three years I posted reflections on the Saigon experience at http://jackbernardstravels.blogspot.com.

After three years in Saigon the job with East Meets West came to an end and I posted my last Saigon Diary entry on September 27, 2012. I have no excuse now. I am retired from full time, paid for service, work. It’s time to get down to the business of writing. It didn’t seem appropriate to stay with the Saigon Diary website, so this is a new blog with an entirely different theme. I could call it Seattle Diary, since I’m back in Seattle, but that sounds a little provincial for what I have in mind. Surviving Seattle, seems more targeted since I want to explore all the options – culture, art, literature, politics, nature, and even travel – that might help me mitigate or overcome SAD (Sunlight Affective Disorder). As a dedicated sun worshiper who has lived in Sun Valley, Berkeley, LA, Salt Lake City, St.Tropez, Saigon, and the like, Seattle is a challenge -lots of rain and very little sun. But, there are options indoors and out. Seattle offers an expansive menu of ways to amuse, educate, entertain, and recreate, so my goal is to write about whatever pops up on the menu on a particular day or week. I’m going to write about whatever seems interesting as I move around this and/or other cities – music, plays, movies, restaurants, books, adventures, politics, current affairs and the like. I’m jazzed and curious about where they will take me – the writing and the adventures.

When I was in grad school at UC Berkeley and living on a buck a day I worked out a plan to keep myself from getting bored. The Daily Californian, the student newspaper, published a list of events taking place on the campus – lectures, movies, music, speakers, writers, poets, political rallies, sports events, dance demonstrations, art and architecture shows, etc – something of interest for almost everyone.  I promised myself that I would take advantage of the opportunities and, if possible, do something on the Daily Californian list every day – and I did for almost three years. It was a broadening experience to say the least. Later, when I was poor and living in New York I used the Village Voice as my resource to find similar things in Manhattan. There are an amazing number of free or inexpensive events happening every day in almost every city.

I’m not living on a buck a day now but I’m also not working, so I need to have a plan to keep myself from getting bored. I’m not as poor as I was in Berkeley or New York, so I’m going to include plays, concerts, restaurants, and the like in this blog. Many of my co-workers at Pan Am, my classmates at Berkeley, and my friends and neighbors are retired now. They play golf and fiddle with their portfolios. I don’t play golf and there is not enough in my portfolio to fiddle with. My friend, Dennis, used to say “I’ve invested heavily in pleasure and it has paid great dividends.”  I think that also sums up my life. So, I plan to scan the papers, websites, and bulletin boards for things that might be interesting. There will be some surprises, both good and bad. You can read about them here in the future. I hope you find them interesting.

Jack

 

The Fat Lady is Singing

Three years ago, when East Meets West Foundation asked me to go to Saigon I started this blog. I had written sporadically over the years and always told myself that I would get around to some serious writing when I had more time. The truth is that we never have more time unless we make it a priority. When I took the EMW job I decided to stop using work as an excuse for not writing and this blog became my discipline. I planned to write at least one entry each week. It’s the old writers’ truism – if I just write 500 words a day I’ll have a whole library by the time I’m 75. I don’t have a library of my own work and I didn’t achieve my goal of blog a week but over these past three years I have managed to post over 100 entries about everything from Saigon traffic to old white predators coming to Asia in search of young girls. I did what I set out to do – get started on a writing project. No more procrastination.

In December of 2012 I finished my work as a full time staff member at EMW. I originally signed on for two years but sometime in Year Two we agreed to add another one. When that was over I agreed to continue work as a consultant on a reduced schedule through 2013. Vietnam, Saigon in particular, is very seductive. The people are interesting and every day is an adventure. I could keep going back year after year; the work is never done. I enjoyed every part of it, but in April when we returned to Seattle EMW and I agreed that with some additional staff support in Saigon the office could succeed without my help. It was bittersweet for me. I feel good about what I accomplished and I loved the people I worked with and the friends I made there. It’s time to move on, but I’m not through with Vietnam. I’ve already agreed to work with PeaceTrees Vietnam on some fundraising, and I’m planning to go back next winter – got to get out of Seattle – to visit with friends and see the sun again.

What are the lessons of Vietnam? Nothing about it is simple. The people are attractive, energetic, ambitious, family oriented, money obsessed, and conniving. Police and government officials are corrupt and individuals can be venal, mean and thieving. The women are the most beautiful in the world until they marry. Then they become strident micro-managers dealing with their lazy, gambling, beer drinking and abusive men. The family is Vietnam’s social safety net because there are no such things as retirement plans or pensions unless you’re a government official. There is no transportation infrastructure. There is one road from Saigon to Hanoi and it’s choked with truck traffic and corrupt police taking bribes. The beaches and resorts are extraordinary but even the most beautiful have to be cleaned daily because of the garbage that accumulates overnight. The Vietnamese don’t seem to know what treasures these beach assets are. They only know that there’s money to be made there.

The war ended in 1975 but the North/South rivalry goes on. It’s not unlike the US – New England vs the Deep South. The northerners think they have the true culture. They’re cold, calculating, and critical of the southerners with their accents and their too sweet food. The southerners can’t stand the imperious, know-it-all attitude of the Hanoians. I’m pretty easy going, but even I had trouble with a couple of female co-workers from Hanoi. They were arrogant, mean spirited, and self-involved. They apparently didn’t think teamwork training had any personal application or see the value of respect and collaboration in social interaction. There is a class structure in Vietnam that condones this arrogant behavior and the increasing spread between rich and poor reinforces it. What’s interesting, in contrast, is the social equality in the expatriate business community. There are no rigid class distinctions based on wealth or position. The only distinction might be your length of time in-country. CEOs mingle with teachers, NGO workers, volunteers, and small entrepreneurs. If I wanted to meet a CEO all I had to do was call up. No gatekeepers. Easy access. These are all generalizations, but they are how I experienced Vietnam.

It has been a great adventure and I think we have learned a lot about the world by being involved there. If I had one wish for young Americans it would be that every young person spend a year or two in some foreign place where they don’t speak the language and have to rely on the kindness of local people to get along. It’s humbling and empowering. It would be a better world if we all saw each other as global citizens and acted accordingly.

So… This is my last blog on this site. The fat lady is singing her farewell song. I’m going to continue to write more but it will be on a different subject on a different site. When I have the new blog established I’ll post the address here. I’m grateful to my friends and acquaintances who have read my stuff and provided feedback. It has been fun. Thanks.

 

How Do We Square the Differences?


I saw both of these things in Saigon last week. The first picture is the interior of a Maybach 62S. Nice car I thought. I had never seen or heard of a Maybach but it looked so over the top I had to look it up. I discovered that it is a luxury car built in Germany with a base sticker price of $423,500. The price is double that in Vietnam because of the import tax. Two well dressed older women got in the back seat and drove away. Easy come, easy go.

I took the other picture just outside my office. I had watched this guy for a week or so before figuring out that this was his home. I couldn’t reconcile the two things in my mind – the absolute luxury of the Maybach and the almost unbearable poverty and hardship of the sleeping man’s situation.

We talk a lot about income inequality in the US these days. In fact, Occupy Wall Street has spent a lot of time drawing attention to it, but when you see it in a developing country it’s obscene. The recent scandal in China is drawing attention to it as well. “From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.” I wonder how Marx would react to the abuses of state socialism if he could see the situation in Vietnam and China today?

Vietnam and China are changing, and with the economic boom comes the creation of wealth and the “need” to display it. Earlier this month I attended a party to celebrate the launch of the 2012 Porsche 911. It was all glitz and formal dress, champagne and a sea of beautiful models. My friend, Kaci, is the marketing director for Porsche and her targets are the newly rich Vietnamese. She told me it would be crazy for a foreigner to buy a Porsche in Vietnam. The price is double what it is in the developed world. There is only one reason to buy a Porsche or a Maybach in Vietnam – to show everyone that you’re successful and have the money to buy one. If it’s crazy for a foreigner to buy one it is equally crazy for a Vietnamese. There is nowhere in Saigon and probably nowhere in Vietnam where the Porsche could get out of second or third gear. The traffic moves at a snail’s pace, rarely more than 20 miles an hour. But, Porsche expects to have reasonable success in Vietnam this year. I’m sure they’re right.

I’d like to think that the Golden Rule is alive and well in emerging economies, but Wall Street is still fouling it’s own nest and Congress, in the richest county in the world, can’t agree to the proposition that we can afford to provide health care for all of our citizens. If we can’t set an example then how can we expect the rest of the world to do the right thing?